Self Judgement.
Self-judgement. I felt pangs of this recently and would feel it often when I tried signing up for programs that seemed like good opportunities to make money online. Hard sell precision made me reflect. But that has been only one of the first issues I had to deal with. Especially because these were mainly mainly white ladies I was being introduced to. They were all nice enough on paper and in stills when they took picks together. But somehow I just couldn't see the vision. I just didn't think I would fit in. Yet recently meeting these ladies have reminded me of a saleswoman in the mall when I was getting my undergrad. I and my son were shopping for my graduation outfit. The woman had some rather disturbing gashes that seemed to be sown together with stitches along with some missing teeth in the front of her mouth. It was really disturbing but I acted like I didn't have a lot of time to shop to avoid her. I really felt her appearance was hideous wondering why she was allowed ...